Engulfed By Darkness

Your Worst Nightmare

I found myself cutting
Slicing through my skin
A blood dripping blade
Coming down with a swing

I was in a state of despair
Depression, and grief
I could not bare this any longer
I was on my knees

God did not respond to my prayers
My savior did not come
He did not save me
From what I have become
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I am afraid I am now a monster
Alone, and unwanted
Lonely, and psycho
I have lost my beloved
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My life is not a life
I am not happy, or filled with joy
I am depressed, engulfed by darkness
Scarred by love, killed by hope
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So many years have passed, 
and I have still not forgotten
Those moments, our undying love
I have cracks all over my heart
And only my memories to fill the void
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I am heading towards an undying light
My eyes blinded, too bright 
I am running away from my past
Leaving no tracks behind