Showing results for tag "Depression"

Survival

Not Relevant

23 Feb, 2014 02:29 AM
I have a rage inside me. Something I need to control, but I do not want to.
I know that should I fail to control it, bad things will happen.
It will be worse than how it is now. But
I still want to release it. Not
In the way of batting cages, or drawing, or writing, but
In the way of violence. Real, painful violence. Never towards myself. Not anymore. 

Her is who I want to 
Hit. Over and over, until my
Hands are bleeding, and then more. Until I
Hear her stop crying for
Help. And her
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Tags: Death, Hate, Depression, Murder, Kill, Killing, Violence, Suicide, Anger, Angry, Mad, Hatred, Hurt, Hurting, Damag
Votes: 1
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What's-Her-Face

Your Worst Nightmare

26 Feb, 2013 09:31 PM
There was once a girl with no name
Quiet, small and dark
They called her What's-Her-Face
She didn't mind, not at all 

Her hair was a dark brown
Her head, kept low
No one knew what was the matter
But they knew, not to get involved

What's-Her-Face was alone, lonely and unwanted
She was a freak
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Tags: Depression, Suicide, Dark, Cutting, Death, Love, Blood
Votes: 32
36569 7

River Of Red

Thoron

27 Nov, 2012 12:06 PM
I lay by the river stained in blood red, 
evil thoughts appear in my head, 
I grin at the soon to be mangled corpses of the dead, 
my anger erupts, 
violent and abrupt, 

I pull out my gun, 
they scream and run, 
I laugh as I shoot them down one by one, 

he begs on his knees trembles and cries, 
I feel no empathy I want him to die,
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Tags: Violence, Depression, Insanity, Cruel, Killer, Death, Murder, Darkness
Votes: 24
35979 2

a memory I hate...

Hazel

16 Jun, 2014 07:53 AM
As I stare at myself,
through shattered glass,
crimson tears,
shine bold as brass,

Dripping slowly, 
from my blood-stained hand,
as I slowly fall,
fall and land,

Someone release me, 
from the bowels of hell,
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Tags: Depression, Dark, Alone, Sad, Suffering, Abuse, Fear, Hurt, Hate
Votes: 5
35680 0

So cold

Angel

10 Nov, 2013 05:58 PM
The coldness surrounds me
I feel so alone
It cuts through my skin
And settles deep into my bone

It clouds my vision
And muffles all the sound
It hurts to breath
I can feel it all around 

I can't move
my mind is a wreck
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Tags: Death, Darkness, Alone, Lost, Suicide, Depression, Coldness, Cutting
Votes: 25
35644 3

Alone

Sammie Brown

24 Feb, 2014 09:08 AM
I won’t eat 
I will starve
I won’t talk but listen 
I will cut but
I won’t let the pain show 
I will wear black to hind it 
I won’t make fuss of my crying 
I will hind my tears
I won’t let them know of my pain
I will let then hurt me but 
I won’t let them in 
I will stand alone
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Tags: Pain, Crying, Cutting, Tears, Hurt, Depression, Suicide, Suffering, Alone, Selfharm
Votes: 5
33587 0

Just one more

Dark Wolf

30 Mar, 2013 12:58 AM
Just one more,
just a little more crimson,
above old,

Is it wrong,
is it okay to cut,

As I’m picked on,
they will remember,
the death,
the pain,
the sorrow,
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Tags: Insanity, Death, Pain, Depression, Cutting, Lost
Votes: 3
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Death

Sara Crumbley

11 Jul, 2013 04:32 AM
Love and kindness is all around.
Yet, loneliness is still found.
By myself I'll always be,
In a crowded room, I'll all but scream.

Death is certain, this is known;
You cannot run nor hide.
In the darkness I await my time,
Whilst you taunt me all the time.

I could do it, I have the chance.
Yet, I wait for you to come to my side.
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Tags: Scream, Death, Depression, Suffering, Suicide, Dark Mind
Votes: 6
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Engulfed By Darkness

Your Worst Nightmare

26 Feb, 2013 09:33 PM
I found myself cutting
Slicing through my skin
A blood dripping blade
Coming down with a swing

I was in a state of despair
Depression, and grief
I could not bare this any longer
I was on my knees

God did not respond to my prayers
My savior did not come
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Tags: Suicide, Depression, Death, Psycho, Dark Mind
Votes: 17
29184 1

One More Time..

Raven Wolff

23 Oct, 2012 10:23 PM
Keep pushing.
push me.
come on.
tell me one more time.
tell me to kill myself.
I will.

I will do it.
don't give me the choice.
I will with out a second thought do it.
I will put the cold blade to my wrist,
without a thought rip it past.
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Tags: Death, Suicide, Lost, Pain, Depression
Votes: 7
26290 1