Showing results for tag "depression"



20 Jul, 2016 12:39 PM
I lay in fields of dying
flowers, perhaps leaves,
maybe even a sea of 
black feathers circling
around me. The cold
autumn winds violently
push me further and
further away from

my governess

who was frantically
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Tags: Darkness, Depression, Demon, Sin, Nightmare
Votes: 0

Suicide is Always an Option

Euphoria Godsent

30 Jun, 2016 02:41 PM
Sweet, sweet, suicide
Will you visit me tonight
Tired of feeling suicidal when my aspirations are stifled
Fighting back tears while smiling from ear to ear

I know God won’t help
He’s good
I need to believe in myself
I would
But every time I try
Dark forces pull me behind
My unfulfilled dreams haunt me incessantly
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Tags: Suicide, Depression, Unfullfilled Dreams, Hopelessness, Suicidal Thoughts, Dark Forces, Dark Thought, Dark
Votes: 3

Never Good Enough


01 Apr, 2016 03:53 AM
Everyone says that if you try hard enough
You have a chance of making it,
Well these people are very lucky then
Because for me I’m just a misfit.

You try and you do your best
But don’t reach your goal,
There’s no point in trying 
So I’ll just go hide in a hole.

When you don’t make it
People give you pity,
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Tags: Depression, Suicide, Cutting
Votes: 8

Eternal rest


04 Feb, 2016 02:22 AM
As i inhale my last breath and my heart fades away.
 I lay watching the stars for i know they're the way.
 My eyes filled with tears and my face with a smile. 
I know ill be up there soon with the stars and moon.
 My ears listening to every and last sound of the night. 

My wrists on the ground, red and wet.
 My legs laying numb and in regret.
 The heat leaving my body making me cold. 
I know because its what ive been told.
 My heart grows weak and unbearably icy.
 The voices in my head disappear nicely.
 My eyes fade to nothing-ness as i fall into eternal rest.
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Tags: Depression, Sad, Anger
Votes: 2

Tear Me Up

Zane A. Murray

07 Jan, 2016 05:37 PM
What kind of paradise am I looking for,
When I’m rich in love, and wealth I am poor,
I have all that I need here in my world,
But I act like I live in the Underworld.

My mind is so fucking empty,
But I remain to be one of the friendly,
Acting as if there is nothing wrong,
But, really my arms are my way to play this sad song.

Hurry up and tear me up,
I’m slowly waiting for death….yup,
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Tags: Suicide, Depression, Selfharm
Votes: 1

A Black Bird


07 Jan, 2016 04:09 PM
I dream of a bird. 
A black bird. 
That's what i am. 
A black bird whose wings are broken. 
Who the other birds have lost faith in because i cannot fly. 
The sky has harden. 
I flap my wings and soar. 
It hurts so bad. 
It hurts to be free. 
I cannot take it anymore. 

I scream.
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Tags: Depression, Death, Fear, Darkness, Blood
Votes: 8

My Future Demise

Jackie Valdivia

07 Jan, 2016 05:28 AM
It was sad
Doing something bad
Watching the blood gush out
Room spinning, body shaking
I am just filled with doubt

Pain replaces my depression
My tears pour out
I start to question
End me out now
I can still feel the inadequacy, the depression
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Tags: Suicidal, Cutting, Depression
Votes: 4

Drips & Slips

Zane A. Murray

05 Jan, 2016 05:11 AM
Drip drip,
Slip, slip.
Drip drip,
Slip, slip.
Drip drip,
Slip, slip.

Blood goes drip, drip,
Razor goes slip, slip,
Down the white tunnel, I make a trip, trip.

Show me your drips and slips,
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Tags: Cutting, Self Harm, Suicide, Depression
Votes: 7

Leave Me Alone, My Dear

Zane A. Murray

31 Oct, 2015 06:24 AM
My mind is a canvas that I make my own,
Depending on my mood, I'll let some be shown,
Showing it may be dark, and sometimes light,
But no matter what it is, it'll make a hard bite.

Beware of my impulses and mistakes I am to make,
They can be so intense, it'll make your bones shake,
I am that I am, forever more,
Don't be afraid, of the blood and the gore.

When you see what I see, this war in my mind,
You'll know the reason, why I'm not so kind,
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Tags: Depression, War
Votes: 9


Zane A. Murray

31 Oct, 2015 06:18 AM
Black is the color I wear,
Black is the color I see,
Black is what I bear,
Black is what I decree,

People upon people swallowing the halls,
All stare at me with complete awe,
Judgment is in the air and written on the walls,
With this feeling I solemnly lock my jaw.

Their eyes locked with mine,
My music blasting in my ears,
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Tags: Black, Depression, Judgment
Votes: 6