Showing results for tag "depression"

Muted Witness

Kerry Valkyrie Baldock Kelly

17 Jun, 2015 01:58 PM
The guilt rips the remains of my rotten soul,
A dishevelled wretch tormented, bleeding with guilt,
Unable to look at our mother for shame.

I am not the culprit who extinguished you but she is kin,
Her action has muted my tongue forever,
Lest the matter destroy further the remnants of our home!

I beg and pray to God that this were a dream,
And I would wake confused and disorientated but free,
Knowing that my sibling lived warmed with the life’s blood.
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Tags: Murder, Depression, Sadness, Darkness, Insects
Votes: 1

The Island

Kerry Valkyrie Baldock Kelly

17 Jun, 2015 01:55 PM
Air rushes past my face as the iron bird disappears, visual panorama, 
Of sapphire, emerald and gold the dream of a life we once did behold.

My hand clutches the cord. Fear forces my grip, 
As the world rushes beneath me, 
Memories do mar and excruciatingly strip. 

Last year we did here meet, across the vast azure sea,
And under the shade of the imported palm trees. 

We did lie on the sand and bathe in the deep, 
Warm sea breezes and the children at our feet.
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Tags: Depression, Suicide, Sadness, Love
Votes: -1

In Darkness

Kerry Valkyrie Baldock Kelly

28 May, 2015 10:33 PM
In an impoverished cruel world she walks,
Forcing a moonshine smile that hides stifled searing tears.

Choking back she integrates with a soulless community,
Altruism is a myth and disappointment reigns supreme.

In silent moments behind closed doors she lets blood,
Beating the walls to release the pain burning inside.

Fighting the two persons struggling in her clouded mind,
Both alone even without each-other screaming to belong.
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Tags: Death, Dark, Alone, Pain, Depression
Votes: 1

Sickness and The Saviour

CoffinGirl

09 Jan, 2015 09:02 AM
The sickness is calling,
Asking for my hand,
I'm in a dark place so empty and bare.

I pray for a saviour,
Screaming at the top of my lungs,
I look around to find no one is there.

Sickness begins to beg me for my soul,
Tells me I have no control,
I find a gun and grab the bullet,
Pleading for someone to save my life.
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Tags: Fear, Suffering, Depression, Hopeless, Believing, Forsaken
Votes: 2

Benefit of You

Raine

24 Oct, 2014 04:22 PM
Wishes for death
They fill my brain
As you walk away
I cry in the rain

But you can’t see
The scars underneath
You can’t see the tears
As I fall into another piece

I wish you could care
That I’m hurting inside
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Tags: Depression, Lonely, Sadness, Pain, Suicidal
Votes: 0

Suicide Spoon

DC Martin

21 Aug, 2014 08:27 PM
Down deep does it stir, 
In my heart, in my mind,
Ripped out by the roots, 
like dead fruit off the vine,
Touches a place so dark 
a place oh so cold, 

leaving nothing left but a story untold,
What might have been, what never was, 
taking what was to become, 
this is just what it does,
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Tags: Suicide, Suicidal, Death, Depression, Dark, Alone, Pain, Sadness
Votes: 6

Murder and Suicide

Abaddon Torment

26 Jul, 2014 08:50 PM
I lie motionless
On the cold hard ground
The rain, merciless 
I look to the char 

Barren black clouds high
I smile as my life
Is gone in a flash
I am soaked in blood

A true fatal bath
I bit my tongue,
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Tags: Murder, Suicide, Death, Depression
Votes: 4

Demon in me

Adrian Marx

17 Jul, 2014 06:36 AM
I got this feeling deep inside,
Not sadness or hatred not even pride,
A blank spot on a map,
Where something use to be,

Every time I think about it,
My head begins to hurt,
My eyes fill with tears,
These are the silent screams that nobody hears,

Clutching my pillow tightly,
I let it all out again,
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Tags: Demon, Depression, Darkness
Votes: 7

The World Is Ugly

Sincerely Yours

17 Jun, 2014 11:16 PM
What is life?
Please do tell	
Is it filled with delight?
Might as well 	

I’ve herd of this thing
Curious I am	
As I step into this fiery pit
The sight was a little less pleasing I must admit

Wondering where all the happiness has gone
The man said “this way come along”
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Tags: Life, Lies, Depression, Pain, Confusion
Votes: 2

a memory I hate...

Hazel

16 Jun, 2014 07:53 AM
As I stare at myself,
through shattered glass,
crimson tears,
shine bold as brass,

Dripping slowly, 
from my blood-stained hand,
as I slowly fall,
fall and land,

Someone release me, 
from the bowels of hell,
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Tags: Depression, Dark, Alone, Sad, Suffering, Abuse, Fear, Hurt, Hate
Votes: 5