Showing results for tag "depression"

Depressed Outcast

BVB_love_scars&tears

31 Jan, 2017 11:52 PM
I walk down the hallway 
with music blasting in my ears 
but i can’t help but notice 
the voices all around me 
“Why does she do that to herself?” 
“Eek! She’s got tacks in her ears!” 
“Is that a safety pin in her mouth?” 
“Doesn’t that hurt?” 
“She’s weird!” 
“She’s a creep!” 
“A freak!” 
“It’s tearing her apart!”
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Tags: Self Harm, Selfharm, Depression, Death, Dark, Alone, Pain, Outcast, Sad, Sadness
Votes: 5

numb

tamara

25 Nov, 2012 06:47 AM
Some days I think I can hear rain pour down above me,
Some days I think I can see the wind blow leaves through me,
Some days I think I can feel the sun shine upon me,
Some days I think I can smell the pollen floating all around me,
Some days I think I can taste the blood circulating inside me,

I think I hear?
I think I see?
I think I feel?
I think I smell?
I think I taste?
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Tags: Pain, Depression, Lost, Darkness, Alone
Votes: -1

Ghost

Zane A. Murray

21 Jul, 2016 07:59 AM
I'm not sure if I'm a human with flesh and bone, 
Or if I'm a ghost that killed myself when I was alone, 
I literally cannot tell if I'm dead or alive, 
Maybe I'm a cosmic vampire, taking people’s energy to survive. 


I've decided I am dead in some way or another, 
My imprint of my old self is now buried down under, 
Zane Murray: Requiescat in Pace, or rest in peace, 
Buried in mud under a silk white fleece.
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Tags: Depression, Ghost, Dead, Death, Suicide, Alone
Votes: 3

My Story

Your Worst Nightmare

26 Feb, 2013 09:44 PM
I thought I'd bring a poem
To explain my pain
To show my emotions
To let it bleed

Bleed like my arms did
Bleed like my heart did
Bleed like my self made scars
Bleed like my mind, 
which is just too tired to die

For a long time now
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Tags: Depression, Dark Thought, Sorrow, Suffering, Scar, Selfharm
Votes: 16

Death

Bradley Cox

30 Nov, 2012 09:49 AM
Death is the peace of mind 
total freedom
no squares to bring me down
no rules 
freedom at it's best 

Christians believe in heaven 
but are afraid of dying
I say living hurts more
but 
in death you feel no pain
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Tags: Death, Suicide, Depression, Dark World
Votes: 12

My Mind Whispers

Franchesca Mia Reves Tortoza

08 Apr, 2017 05:36 AM
"You'll ruin your life if you start,"
My mind whispers,
As my hand picks up the cutter I always bring,
I pray a silent, unheard prayer,
As I shut out the buzzing of spring
And slice.

"This is stupid! You need to stop!"
My mind whispers,
As I drag the blade across my arm yet again,
Watching red start to stain silver,
As I try not to hiss in pain.
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Tags: Death, Depression, Suicide, Graphic
Votes: 12

Sickness and The Saviour

CoffinGirl

09 Jan, 2015 09:02 AM
The sickness is calling,
Asking for my hand,
I'm in a dark place so empty and bare.

I pray for a saviour,
Screaming at the top of my lungs,
I look around to find no one is there.

Sickness begins to beg me for my soul,
Tells me I have no control,
I find a gun and grab the bullet,
Pleading for someone to save my life.
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Tags: Fear, Suffering, Depression, Hopeless, Believing, Forsaken
Votes: 2

Suicide Spoon

DC Martin

21 Aug, 2014 08:27 PM
Down deep does it stir, 
In my heart, in my mind,
Ripped out by the roots, 
like dead fruit off the vine,
Touches a place so dark 
a place oh so cold, 

leaving nothing left but a story untold,
What might have been, what never was, 
taking what was to become, 
this is just what it does,
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Tags: Suicide, Suicidal, Death, Depression, Dark, Alone, Pain, Sadness
Votes: 6

A Black Bird

BVB_love_scars&tears

07 Jan, 2016 04:09 PM
I dream of a bird. 
A black bird. 
That's what i am. 
A black bird whose wings are broken. 
Who the other birds have lost faith in because i cannot fly. 
The sky has harden. 
I flap my wings and soar. 
It hurts so bad. 
It hurts to be free. 
I cannot take it anymore. 

I scream.
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Tags: Depression, Death, Fear, Darkness, Blood
Votes: 8

Plague Of Despair

David Bull

21 Jul, 2013 01:30 PM
I’m drowning in this pouring rain which chokes me
Bringing dark clouds upon my sanity

A chill that breaks my bones and steals my soul
Where is the smallest of light to penetrate me
To lift this doom, gloom and boom

Electricity like a lightning bolt  
Tearing through my brain with pain
Shocking me and shocking me 
I feel I could be reaching insanity
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Tags: Depression, Psychosis, Paranoia, Dark World
Votes: 3