Showing results for tag "depression"

Darkness...

Hazel

16 Jun, 2014 07:30 AM
As the darkness takes me,
enfolds me in its arms,
tears come fast,
hot and strong.

The sky is a vase,
of purest black,
the moon is obscured,
by clouds that crack.

tear drops glimmer,
as the moment starts to pass,
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Tags: Death, Depression, Dark, Alone, Pain, Darkness, Suffering
Votes: 6
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Muted Witness

Kerry Valkyrie Baldock Kelly

17 Jun, 2015 01:58 PM
The guilt rips the remains of my rotten soul,
A dishevelled wretch tormented, bleeding with guilt,
Unable to look at our mother for shame.

I am not the culprit who extinguished you but she is kin,
Her action has muted my tongue forever,
Lest the matter destroy further the remnants of our home!

I beg and pray to God that this were a dream,
And I would wake confused and disorientated but free,
Knowing that my sibling lived warmed with the life’s blood.
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Tags: Murder, Depression, Sadness, Darkness, Insects
Votes: 2
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Death Overcomes

Dark.angelofdeath

04 Apr, 2013 03:32 PM
I tarry hither betwixt a horrible pain, and hateful death
Henceforth I tarry in the midst of mere that’s so cold
The days I beseech of a God to hold my final last breath
My heart prays for a daughtless love I wit to hold

I tarry on the outside and trow wherefore I’m here
A sin I had wrought, for I don’t get naught at all
I bleed whence I tarry a love to be near
From every little moment I sit in pain as tears fall

I mark what thee sing of a broken soul
I get stuck in the midst of a lost love
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Tags: Death, Depression, Dark Mind
Votes: 3
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Murder and Suicide

Abaddon Torment

26 Jul, 2014 08:50 PM
I lie motionless
On the cold hard ground
The rain, merciless 
I look to the char 

Barren black clouds high
I smile as my life
Is gone in a flash
I am soaked in blood

A true fatal bath
I bit my tongue,
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Tags: Murder, Suicide, Death, Depression
Votes: 4
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The Island

Kerry Valkyrie Baldock Kelly

17 Jun, 2015 01:55 PM
Air rushes past my face as the iron bird disappears, visual panorama, 
Of sapphire, emerald and gold the dream of a life we once did behold.

My hand clutches the cord. Fear forces my grip, 
As the world rushes beneath me, 
Memories do mar and excruciatingly strip. 

Last year we did here meet, across the vast azure sea,
And under the shade of the imported palm trees. 

We did lie on the sand and bathe in the deep, 
Warm sea breezes and the children at our feet.
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Tags: Depression, Suicide, Sadness, Love
Votes: -2
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Never Good Enough

XxMetztlixX

01 Apr, 2016 03:53 AM
Everyone says that if you try hard enough
You have a chance of making it,
Well these people are very lucky then
Because for me I’m just a misfit.

You try and you do your best
But don’t reach your goal,
There’s no point in trying 
So I’ll just go hide in a hole.

When you don’t make it
People give you pity,
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Tags: Depression, Suicide, Cutting
Votes: 11
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The World Is Ugly

Sincerely Yours

17 Jun, 2014 11:16 PM
What is life?
Please do tell	
Is it filled with delight?
Might as well 	

I’ve herd of this thing
Curious I am	
As I step into this fiery pit
The sight was a little less pleasing I must admit

Wondering where all the happiness has gone
The man said “this way come along”
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Tags: Life, Lies, Depression, Pain, Confusion
Votes: 2
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In A Shroud of Black

Tom Hanno

22 Feb, 2014 12:34 AM
In a shroud of black my heart doth rest,
It's beat ever so weary, and weak, inside of my chest,
It's very essence being sapped by my pain,
Pain of my own making, pain brought on by my birth,
Pain brought on in spite of my mirth.
I feel that my wounds could never mend,
And suicide could bring my hearts beat to an end
Wishing, wanting, hoping, that my life I have left,
Yet, I can imagine the faces of my sons,
at the news of my early death,
Then my blackened heart picks up the beat,
And then I realize that death means only defeat,
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Tags: Pain, Suicide, Depression, Death, Dark, Alone
Votes: 4
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Benefit of You

Raine

24 Oct, 2014 04:22 PM
Wishes for death
They fill my brain
As you walk away
I cry in the rain

But you can’t see
The scars underneath
You can’t see the tears
As I fall into another piece

I wish you could care
That I’m hurting inside
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Tags: Depression, Lonely, Sadness, Pain, Suicidal
Votes: 0
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I'm fine - just tired

Leigha Redmond

10 Jul, 2017 04:23 AM
Suffocating, she can't catch her breath
Panicking, she grasping for anything to prevent this death
Shrieking, she's screaming in fear
She's afraid of everything that is near
Alone, she's so alone but there are so many people standing in her presence 
But amongst them she feels like she's not in existence 
No one understands her depression 
On the outside they see a very different perception 
They look at her ever so lovely smile
Their knees buckle at her laugh they can hear for a mile
Her beauty so strong it makes others so weak
Her hair, her complexion always so sleek
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Tags: Depression, Insanity
Votes: 12
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