Showing results for tag "depression"

A Black Bird

BVB_love_scars&tears

07 Jan, 2016 04:09 PM
I dream of a bird. 
A black bird. 
That's what i am. 
A black bird whose wings are broken. 
Who the other birds have lost faith in because i cannot fly. 
The sky has harden. 
I flap my wings and soar. 
It hurts so bad. 
It hurts to be free. 
I cannot take it anymore. 

I scream.
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Tags: Depression, Death, Fear, Darkness, Blood
Votes: 8
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Drips & Slips

Zane A. Murray

05 Jan, 2016 05:11 AM
Drip drip,
Slip, slip.
Drip drip,
Slip, slip.
Drip drip,
Slip, slip.

Blood goes drip, drip,
Razor goes slip, slip,
Down the white tunnel, I make a trip, trip.

Show me your drips and slips,
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Tags: Cutting, Self Harm, Suicide, Depression
Votes: 8
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Demon in me

Adrian Marx

17 Jul, 2014 06:36 AM
I got this feeling deep inside,
Not sadness or hatred not even pride,
A blank spot on a map,
Where something use to be,

Every time I think about it,
My head begins to hurt,
My eyes fill with tears,
These are the silent screams that nobody hears,

Clutching my pillow tightly,
I let it all out again,
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Tags: Demon, Depression, Darkness
Votes: 7
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One More Time..

Raven Wolff

23 Oct, 2012 10:23 PM
Keep pushing.
push me.
come on.
tell me one more time.
tell me to kill myself.
I will.

I will do it.
don't give me the choice.
I will with out a second thought do it.
I will put the cold blade to my wrist,
without a thought rip it past.
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Tags: Death, Suicide, Lost, Pain, Depression
Votes: 7
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Love is pain. ...Pain is love

Leslie

29 May, 2017 05:14 PM
My life is no longer my own
Controlled by forces out of my control
Why did he hurt me, why did he cheat.
I break down and cry...
So many tears...so many tears.

I yell why me, why again, please tell me
All I hear is silence and the lightly blowing wind.

I dream of a place high and far away
A place where peace lives
Where hurt cannot touch me.
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Tags: Depression, Suicide, Cheating
Votes: 6
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Black

Zane A. Murray

31 Oct, 2015 06:18 AM
Black is the color I wear,
Black is the color I see,
Black is what I bear,
Black is what I decree,

People upon people swallowing the halls,
All stare at me with complete awe,
Judgment is in the air and written on the walls,
With this feeling I solemnly lock my jaw.

Their eyes locked with mine,
My music blasting in my ears,
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Tags: Black, Depression, Judgment
Votes: 6
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Suicide Spoon

DC Martin

21 Aug, 2014 08:27 PM
Down deep does it stir, 
In my heart, in my mind,
Ripped out by the roots, 
like dead fruit off the vine,
Touches a place so dark 
a place oh so cold, 

leaving nothing left but a story untold,
What might have been, what never was, 
taking what was to become, 
this is just what it does,
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Tags: Suicide, Suicidal, Death, Depression, Dark, Alone, Pain, Sadness
Votes: 6
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Darkness...

Hazel

16 Jun, 2014 07:30 AM
As the darkness takes me,
enfolds me in its arms,
tears come fast,
hot and strong.

The sky is a vase,
of purest black,
the moon is obscured,
by clouds that crack.

tear drops glimmer,
as the moment starts to pass,
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Tags: Death, Depression, Dark, Alone, Pain, Darkness, Suffering
Votes: 6
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Death

Sara Crumbley

11 Jul, 2013 04:32 AM
Love and kindness is all around.
Yet, loneliness is still found.
By myself I'll always be,
In a crowded room, I'll all but scream.

Death is certain, this is known;
You cannot run nor hide.
In the darkness I await my time,
Whilst you taunt me all the time.

I could do it, I have the chance.
Yet, I wait for you to come to my side.
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Tags: Scream, Death, Depression, Suffering, Suicide, Dark Mind
Votes: 6
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Depressed Outcast

BVB_love_scars&tears

31 Jan, 2017 11:52 PM
I walk down the hallway 
with music blasting in my ears 
but i can’t help but notice 
the voices all around me 
“Why does she do that to herself?” 
“Eek! She’s got tacks in her ears!” 
“Is that a safety pin in her mouth?” 
“Doesn’t that hurt?” 
“She’s weird!” 
“She’s a creep!” 
“A freak!” 
“It’s tearing her apart!”
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Tags: Self Harm, Selfharm, Depression, Death, Dark, Alone, Pain, Outcast, Sad, Sadness
Votes: 5
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