Showing results for tag "depression"

~My Mask~

Midnyt Ravyn

23 Jul, 2016 06:31 PM
Tried to kill the pain only brought more
Running from the truth 
A disguise I secretly hide
Behind my mask that conceals the lie

Enveloped in my darkness
Smothered in my demise
I'm the burning embers
The ashes in the fire

I fall into the nothing I become
Losing control coming undone
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Tags: Pain, Depression
Votes: 5

a memory I hate...

Hazel

16 Jun, 2014 07:53 AM
As I stare at myself,
through shattered glass,
crimson tears,
shine bold as brass,

Dripping slowly, 
from my blood-stained hand,
as I slowly fall,
fall and land,

Someone release me, 
from the bowels of hell,
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Tags: Depression, Dark, Alone, Sad, Suffering, Abuse, Fear, Hurt, Hate
Votes: 5

Alone

Sammie Brown

24 Feb, 2014 09:08 AM
I won’t eat 
I will starve
I won’t talk but listen 
I will cut but
I won’t let the pain show 
I will wear black to hind it 
I won’t make fuss of my crying 
I will hind my tears
I won’t let them know of my pain
I will let then hurt me but 
I won’t let them in 
I will stand alone
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Tags: Pain, Crying, Cutting, Tears, Hurt, Depression, Suicide, Suffering, Alone, Selfharm
Votes: 5

My Future Demise

Jackie Valdivia

07 Jan, 2016 05:28 AM
It was sad
Depressing
Doing something bad
Watching the blood gush out
Room spinning, body shaking
I am just filled with doubt

Pain replaces my depression
My tears pour out
I start to question
End me out now
I can still feel the inadequacy, the depression
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Tags: Suicidal, Cutting, Depression
Votes: 4

Murder and Suicide

Abaddon Torment

26 Jul, 2014 08:50 PM
I lie motionless
On the cold hard ground
The rain, merciless 
I look to the char 

Barren black clouds high
I smile as my life
Is gone in a flash
I am soaked in blood

A true fatal bath
I bit my tongue,
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Tags: Murder, Suicide, Death, Depression
Votes: 4

Ghost

Zane A. Murray

21 Jul, 2016 07:59 AM
I'm not sure if I'm a human with flesh and bone, 
Or if I'm a ghost that killed myself when I was alone, 
I literally cannot tell if I'm dead or alive, 
Maybe I'm a cosmic vampire, taking people’s energy to survive. 


I've decided I am dead in some way or another, 
My imprint of my old self is now buried down under, 
Zane Murray: Requiescat in Pace, or rest in peace, 
Buried in mud under a silk white fleece.
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Tags: Depression, Ghost, Dead, Death, Suicide, Alone
Votes: 3

Suicide is Always an Option

Euphoria Godsent

30 Jun, 2016 02:41 PM
Sweet, sweet, suicide
Will you visit me tonight
Tired of feeling suicidal when my aspirations are stifled
Fighting back tears while smiling from ear to ear

I know God won’t help
He’s good
I need to believe in myself
I would
But every time I try
Dark forces pull me behind
My unfulfilled dreams haunt me incessantly
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Tags: Suicide, Depression, Unfullfilled Dreams, Hopelessness, Suicidal Thoughts, Dark Forces, Dark Thought, Dark
Votes: 3

In A Shroud of Black

Tom Hanno

22 Feb, 2014 12:34 AM
In a shroud of black my heart doth rest,
It's beat ever so weary, and weak, inside of my chest,
It's very essence being sapped by my pain,
Pain of my own making, pain brought on by my birth,
Pain brought on in spite of my mirth.
I feel that my wounds could never mend,
And suicide could bring my hearts beat to an end
Wishing, wanting, hoping, that my life I have left,
Yet, I can imagine the faces of my sons,
at the news of my early death,
Then my blackened heart picks up the beat,
And then I realize that death means only defeat,
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Tags: Pain, Suicide, Depression, Death, Dark, Alone
Votes: 3

Blood n tears.

Zane-Geoff Hugo

18 Feb, 2014 10:43 AM
You bring the blade onto the cold surface of your skin
Drag it across
Just one more cut
Blood slowly dripping
drips off your arm and onto the floor
You start to cry
tears distorting your vision
screaming on the inside
Why wont it end
The pain hasn't gone
Another cut should do it
Why wont the pain leave
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Tags: Cutting, Depression, Death
Votes: 3

Plague Of Despair

David Bull

21 Jul, 2013 01:30 PM
I’m drowning in this pouring rain which chokes me
Bringing dark clouds upon my sanity

A chill that breaks my bones and steals my soul
Where is the smallest of light to penetrate me
To lift this doom, gloom and boom

Electricity like a lightning bolt  
Tearing through my brain with pain
Shocking me and shocking me 
I feel I could be reaching insanity
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Tags: Depression, Psychosis, Paranoia, Dark World
Votes: 3