Showing results for tag "depression"

In Darkness

Kerry Valkyrie Baldock Kelly

28 May, 2015 10:33 PM
In an impoverished cruel world she walks,
Forcing a moonshine smile that hides stifled searing tears.

Choking back she integrates with a soulless community,
Altruism is a myth and disappointment reigns supreme.

In silent moments behind closed doors she lets blood,
Beating the walls to release the pain burning inside.

Fighting the two persons struggling in her clouded mind,
Both alone even without each-other screaming to belong.
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Tags: Death, Dark, Alone, Pain, Depression
Votes: 1

Survival

Not Relevant

23 Feb, 2014 02:29 AM
I have a rage inside me. Something I need to control, but I do not want to.
I know that should I fail to control it, bad things will happen.
It will be worse than how it is now. But
I still want to release it. Not
In the way of batting cages, or drawing, or writing, but
In the way of violence. Real, painful violence. Never towards myself. Not anymore. 

Her is who I want to 
Hit. Over and over, until my
Hands are bleeding, and then more. Until I
Hear her stop crying for
Help. And her
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Tags: Death, Hate, Depression, Murder, Kill, Killing, Violence, Suicide, Anger, Angry, Mad, Hatred, Hurt, Hurting, Damag
Votes: 1

~Cloaked In Darkness~

Midnyt Ravyn

23 Jul, 2016 07:38 PM
As night falls down 
Through the mists 
The silhouette of shadows 
Creep through twisted trees 

There is a stillness in the silence 
I hate the way the light casts 
On the images of shadows as they pass 
The silence is shattered 

By the monsters in my head 
Listen to the whispers
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Tags: Depression, Dark Mind
Votes: 0

Alice

Robin

20 Jul, 2016 12:39 PM
I lay in fields of dying
flowers, perhaps leaves,
maybe even a sea of 
black feathers circling
around me. The cold
autumn winds violently
push me further and
further away from

my governess

who was frantically
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Tags: Darkness, Depression, Demon, Sin, Nightmare
Votes: 0

Benefit of You

Raine

24 Oct, 2014 04:22 PM
Wishes for death
They fill my brain
As you walk away
I cry in the rain

But you can’t see
The scars underneath
You can’t see the tears
As I fall into another piece

I wish you could care
That I’m hurting inside
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Tags: Depression, Lonely, Sadness, Pain, Suicidal
Votes: 0

Dead

Remy

09 May, 2014 09:25 PM
An evoked thought 
Situation or memory
I never thought
About my dreams & me.

I died one night
For someone to hold me tight
I'm sorry I apologize
Words I can't help but hear
I had to be open to realize
Lies get bigger and the truth just disappears.
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Tags: Death, Depression, Fade
Votes: 0

Him

Ambrose K. Madoc

26 Apr, 2017 07:24 PM
He lurks in the shadows
Hiding
Waiting
Hiding from me
Waiting from me
I sense him
Anxiety signals him
He is near
And then he strikes

It is when I am most joyous that he strikes
Not a hard strike
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Tags: Depression, Depressed
Votes: -1

numb

tamara

25 Nov, 2012 06:47 AM
Some days I think I can hear rain pour down above me,
Some days I think I can see the wind blow leaves through me,
Some days I think I can feel the sun shine upon me,
Some days I think I can smell the pollen floating all around me,
Some days I think I can taste the blood circulating inside me,

I think I hear?
I think I see?
I think I feel?
I think I smell?
I think I taste?
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Tags: Pain, Depression, Lost, Darkness, Alone
Votes: -1

The Island

Kerry Valkyrie Baldock Kelly

17 Jun, 2015 01:55 PM
Air rushes past my face as the iron bird disappears, visual panorama, 
Of sapphire, emerald and gold the dream of a life we once did behold.

My hand clutches the cord. Fear forces my grip, 
As the world rushes beneath me, 
Memories do mar and excruciatingly strip. 

Last year we did here meet, across the vast azure sea,
And under the shade of the imported palm trees. 

We did lie on the sand and bathe in the deep, 
Warm sea breezes and the children at our feet.
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Tags: Depression, Suicide, Sadness, Love
Votes: -2