Showing results for tag "hurt"

CURSE of LIFE:

Nick Michael Andreassen

14 Mar, 2014 12:31 AM
i want to die, 
but you curse me to live.
for every drop of blood that hits the floor,
a tear falls from your sore eyes.
every time I close my eyes, you scream to me, ordering me to live, 
but when I open my eyes. you're gone.
so I close my eyes again, listening to your screams, one last time. before I open my eyes.

I know what awaits me when I open my eyes.
I'm back to the same empty room, 
once filled with joy and god memories.
but it's all in the past.
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Tags: Hurt, Broken, Sad, Lost, Lonely, Pain
Votes: 5
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Survival

Not Relevant

23 Feb, 2014 02:29 AM
I have a rage inside me. Something I need to control, but I do not want to.
I know that should I fail to control it, bad things will happen.
It will be worse than how it is now. But
I still want to release it. Not
In the way of batting cages, or drawing, or writing, but
In the way of violence. Real, painful violence. Never towards myself. Not anymore. 

Her is who I want to 
Hit. Over and over, until my
Hands are bleeding, and then more. Until I
Hear her stop crying for
Help. And her
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Tags: Death, Hate, Depression, Murder, Kill, Killing, Violence, Suicide, Anger, Angry, Mad, Hatred, Hurt, Hurting, Damag
Votes: 1
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Alone

Sammie Brown

24 Feb, 2014 09:08 AM
I won’t eat 
I will starve
I won’t talk but listen 
I will cut but
I won’t let the pain show 
I will wear black to hind it 
I won’t make fuss of my crying 
I will hind my tears
I won’t let them know of my pain
I will let then hurt me but 
I won’t let them in 
I will stand alone
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Tags: Pain, Crying, Cutting, Tears, Hurt, Depression, Suicide, Suffering, Alone, Selfharm
Votes: 5
33560 0

Hopeless

Angel

19 Dec, 2013 12:30 PM
When night falls
the suns last rays are too soon forgotten
and the temperature drops
just like my heartbeat

Smiles quickly turn into tears 
unspoken words and broken promises
the streets are almost as empty as I am 

Try to drown out everything but the sound of the rain
loneliness is my only real best friend
my thoughts are darker than the night sky
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Tags: Selfharm, Death, Suicide, Blood, Darkness, Cutting, Hurt, Alone
Votes: 12
33895 3

A Girls Worst Nightmare

Emery

29 Dec, 2013 06:35 PM
Her innocence,
Stolen.
Her hope,
Broken.

Beaten and bruised.
Battered and broken.
it all hurts the same,
And its always unspoken.

Tied to a cross,
We cried for shattered souls.
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Tags: Nightmare, Sadness, Girl, Alone, Hurt, Hate, Hopeless, Hell, Heartbroken, Forgotten, Broken, Cross, Sin, Sinners
Votes: 2
42399 2

My Demon

Angel

06 Sep, 2013 01:31 AM
Late at night I can feel the emptiness
Close my eyes for a second, and there it is 
Slowly killing me on the inside
It's everywhere; I can't hide

I'm running from something invisible
I tried to kill it but its invincible 
When its shadow claws reach out for me 
I cannot breath easily 

My silent screams 
Are worse than bad dreams
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Tags: Pain, Demon, Hurt, Alone, Lost, Darkness, Suffering, Tears
Votes: 74
42432 12

Unknown

Alejandra

07 Aug, 2013 04:47 AM
It sits in the corner 
In a pitch dark chamber of nothin' 
Spots fall everywhere 
Not expected 

It sits still 
Slowly breathing 
It calls no one finds 
It screams no one comes 
It yells no reaction 
It cries no motion
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Tags: Hurt, Ignored, Sad, Death, Suicide, Alone, Dark, Left
Votes: 5
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He's not my purpose

Nick Vixon

23 Jan, 2013 06:49 PM
Thinking back on my life
I always wonder if it was right
My childhood was a perfect dream
But as I got older
I saw so many scary things
I found the horrors waiting
Waiting for me

They knew I was coming
So they just sat waiting
I never thought life would be so cruel
But as you get older you eventually have to
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Tags: Believing, Forgotten, Hurt, God
Votes: 2
18046 2

Fading Quick

Raven Wolff

09 Sep, 2012 08:14 PM
They say things happen for a reason,
but i cant think of a good one for losing you.
Why are you so far away?
Why are we not together?

I want you.
I don't want anyone else.
I was your smile,
you laugh,
you pain.
I just want you,
but,
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Tags: Fading, Dieing, Killing, Hurt
Votes: 0
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Anyone there?..

Raven Wolff

09 Sep, 2012 08:05 PM
Where to go.
where to turn
all around i see, nothing.
Nothing.

I never see anything.
All i wanna see is
you
You with your arms out
Out calling my name.

calling out to me
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Tags: Alone, Lost, Nothing, Scared, Hurt
Votes: 2
21010 2