Showing results for tag "suffering"

Her Ghost In The Fog

Mark Lestat

26 Oct, 2012 12:35 AM
Her Ghost In The Fog
Her Face On The Moon
Her Words In My Mind
I See Her Face When I Close My Eyes.

She Is My Nightmare when I Sleep
She Visit Me In The Dark , 
Thats Why I hate Being In The Light
Brings Me To Life When She Come To me , 
And Its Like a Knife Crossing My Heart When She disappears.

Her Eyes Make Me Gave Up ,
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Tags: Dark, Dead, Fake, Suffering, Lost
Votes: 0


Raven Wolff

23 Oct, 2012 10:31 PM
Why am I here?
Why am I alive?
Why am I breathing?
Why the fuck am I still here?
Please just kill me.
Shoot me.
End my pain.

No one hears my cries.
My calls of help.
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Tags: Gone, Bye, Murder, Death, Suicide, Pain, Suffering
Votes: 4



24 Oct, 2012 10:04 PM
I want to die,To end my life,
To stop living in this hell,
My life is torture,A living nightmare,
No place to run or go,To live is like dying,
I just want to leave,To go somewhere else,
I want to dream forever,To finally be free,

Please just help me end my life,
This place is hell,I just what to die,
To stop crying for you,Nobody loves me,
You treat me like crap,Please save me from this,
It hurts to much,To live without you,
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Tags: Death, Suicide, Murder, Suffering
Votes: 3


Mark Lestat

20 Oct, 2012 03:47 PM
when my reason in life leaves me    
alone in a dark cold world 
a world where anobody cannot one see me 
only you my beautiful vampire
we hiding from any one else
and I like it cause you're with me        
cause you're every thing to me

we were running and playing here and there in the old town  in the dark under the moon light 
making every one scared from your evil laughs        
now its too dark to see    cause you are not with me 
why you play games with this old heart
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Tags: Forsaken, Vampire, Dark, Suffering
Votes: 2

Smash my Brain

Raven Wolff

05 Oct, 2012 05:06 AM
cut me up,
tear me down,
feed me to the birds.
Make me feel no pain,

I cry out, 
but no one can,
can end my suffering,
end my pain.
I'm broken,
far to broken to be fixed.
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Tags: Kill, Death, Dark, Suffering, Pain, Drown, Cut, Beat
Votes: 1

Death is coming?

Raven Wolff

05 Oct, 2012 04:54 AM
Is it wrong I think of suicide,
being murdered?
I'm so ready to die.
I jest don't know anymore,
I don't wanna be here,
I'm not wanted.
I don't wanna live,

I have no more energy to live,
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Tags: Death, Lost, Suffering, Suicide
Votes: 5

The Dark


12 Jun, 2012 02:50 PM
The Dark is my only friend.
The Dark is my home.
For The Dark doesn't hurt me,
as some people can.

The Dark is my comfort.
The Pain drips from my soul,
The Dark is where I hide.
The Dark is my heart,
for this is how its come.

The Dark was caused by them,
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Tags: Darkness, Suffering, Pain
Votes: 5

here you are again uninvited


30 Apr, 2012 03:13 AM
Back again for another visit
Your welcome knowingly foreseen
Back you are again, with the baggage that steals all dreams.

Will your stay be long inquires from deep within me.
I pray it is brief, yet my strength is required if this is to be.

My spiritual muscles tire each passing day you are here.
Silent my screams your no longer welcome unheard, yet so visible in a mirror.

I continue to launder your belongings of guilt, shame and remorse.
I wake and shower to rinse pain and scrub suffering with force.
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Tags: Suffering, Dilemma
Votes: 0

The Darkness


30 Apr, 2012 03:10 AM
So dark is this vision that guides who I am being.
So clear in my eyes I could see blackness taking me over.
Did I blink at the light in my life more and more because I guided myself to the comforts of my darkness? My eyes tell me so.
I want to rub my eyes clear of the dark consumption I have taken in.

I see my light. I see my darkness
I see the dimly lit peep hole remaining that is mine.
I want to chisel this bigger. My strength is being held here.
Little peep hole of light, strengthen me to let go the comfort I foolishly  gave darkness.
Little light don’t leave me so that I may inspire another to run from darkness.
Little light I still see, don’t go out leaving me forever unguided and scared to find my way.
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Tags: Suffering
Votes: 2