Showing results for tag "suffering"

My Demon

Angel

06 Sep, 2013 01:31 AM
Late at night I can feel the emptiness
Close my eyes for a second, and there it is 
Slowly killing me on the inside
It's everywhere; I can't hide

I'm running from something invisible
I tried to kill it but its invincible 
When its shadow claws reach out for me 
I cannot breath easily 

My silent screams 
Are worse than bad dreams
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Tags: Pain, Demon, Hurt, Alone, Lost, Darkness, Suffering, Tears
Votes: 72

a memory I hate...

Hazel

16 Jun, 2014 07:53 AM
As I stare at myself,
through shattered glass,
crimson tears,
shine bold as brass,

Dripping slowly, 
from my blood-stained hand,
as I slowly fall,
fall and land,

Someone release me, 
from the bowels of hell,
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Tags: Depression, Dark, Alone, Sad, Suffering, Abuse, Fear, Hurt, Hate
Votes: 5

Hate life, Hate me.

Hazel

16 Jun, 2014 07:13 AM
God I hate life,
God I hate me,

I just wish there was more,
more to see,

Than the blackened remains,
Of my burned-out soul,

Or the bleeding love,
That my heart controls,
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Tags: Fear, Pain, Misery, Abuse, Hate, Suicide, Sad, Suffering, Selfharm, Sorrow
Votes: 0

Alone

Sammie Brown

24 Feb, 2014 09:08 AM
I won’t eat 
I will starve
I won’t talk but listen 
I will cut but
I won’t let the pain show 
I will wear black to hind it 
I won’t make fuss of my crying 
I will hind my tears
I won’t let them know of my pain
I will let then hurt me but 
I won’t let them in 
I will stand alone
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Tags: Pain, Crying, Cutting, Tears, Hurt, Depression, Suicide, Suffering, Alone, Selfharm
Votes: 5

Alone, scared.

Raven Wolff

23 Oct, 2012 10:21 PM
Let me Cut,
deep into my wrist.
For if I die,
I wont be missed.
Why would I be missed?

I mean,
look at me,
I'm just a stupid fucking nobody.
if I don't wanna be here,
why should I stay?
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Tags: Alone, Lost, Forgettable, Death, Kill Me, Pain, Suffering
Votes: 14

POW

Raven Wolff

23 Oct, 2012 10:31 PM
Why am I here?
Why am I alive?
Why am I breathing?
Why the fuck am I still here?
Someone,
Anyone.
Please just kill me.
Shoot me.
End my pain.

No one hears my cries.
My calls of help.
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Tags: Gone, Bye, Murder, Death, Suicide, Pain, Suffering
Votes: 4

Death

Sara Crumbley

11 Jul, 2013 04:32 AM
Love and kindness is all around.
Yet, loneliness is still found.
By myself I'll always be,
In a crowded room, I'll all but scream.

Death is certain, this is known;
You cannot run nor hide.
In the darkness I await my time,
Whilst you taunt me all the time.

I could do it, I have the chance.
Yet, I wait for you to come to my side.
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Tags: Scream, Death, Depression, Suffering, Suicide, Dark Mind
Votes: 6

Smash my Brain

Raven Wolff

05 Oct, 2012 05:06 AM
cut me up,
tear me down,
feed me to the birds.
Make me feel no pain,
please?

I cry out, 
but no one can,
can end my suffering,
end my pain.
I'm broken,
far to broken to be fixed.
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Tags: Kill, Death, Dark, Suffering, Pain, Drown, Cut, Beat
Votes: 1

Is this life worth living?

tamara

25 Nov, 2012 07:23 AM
I often ask myself,
Is this life worth living? 
Will this pain ever stop? 
Am I ever going to wake up?

I feel like I'm frozen still,
Suffocating,
Waiting..
Waiting to be set free.

This pain I feel is excruciating!
My heart has been shattered,
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Tags: Suicide, Suffering, Lost, Despair, Pain, Dark
Votes: 8

Grim Reaper.

Violet

14 May, 2014 07:35 PM
I live a lonely life,
Which is never ending,
My heart and soul have died,
For which I will never cry.

For those who cross my path,
My face is etched with worry,
For you shall witness death,
Everyones last breath. 

No man will ever see,
the torment I must face,
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Tags: Death, Devil, Sucide, Darkness, Angel, Grim Reaper, Sorrow, Suffering, Sacrifice
Votes: 2