Beautiful Crack Whore

Euphoria Godsent

26 Mar, 2013 12:52 AM
I need you to pull down my panties
And spank me
I need you to rip off my clothes
And beat me
I need you to call me a slut
And f**k me

In front of your friends
Yes, pimp me
Glue my mouth shut
Stuff me in a box
And fed ex me
To another continent
Then forget me

But you won’t
You stupid f**k
Why, oh why
Do you want me?
Why do you search for me?
On those cold, brutal nights
In dark alleys, in crack dens
And Always find me

In a stupor, in a daze
Menses running down my legs
Haven’t bathed in days
You clean me
Sing lullaby’s and wait for me
And when I awake, I cry in your arms
And hate you so much
For believing in me

I need you to stop
Fu**ing with me
I’m no good
Motherfu**er can’t you see
You’re so good
An anomaly
You can’t say that
That you love me

I’ll kill you
For believing in me
Please kill me
I don’t have the guts you see
Barely the guts to breathe
Barely the guts to breathe

Do I even have a soul?
I ask, I plead
I once was told that
My soul never weeps
Guess she’s not a wimp like me
No, she’s nothing like me

I was told that she hovers
Over the places I creep
She takes mental notes
As I wander from scene to scene
Sounds like a stalker

What does she want from me?
Between you and her
I have no fucking privacy
Let me be, let me be
I’m a crack whore

A dirty crack fiend
But ironically
That’s not what you see
And if I really do have a soul
Then what does that make me
I laugh at the thought
Is it a possibility?
That I AM beautiful?
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Quinn says:
03 Jun, 2013 03:28 AM

This is REALLY cool.You took on a new angle and you beautifully emphasized a touchy subject. Who knew you could make poetry out of a subject like his? Good job.

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Euphoria Godsent says:
03 Jun, 2013 11:40 PM

Thank you. You're talented as well. Keep up the good work!

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Quinn says:
04 Jun, 2013 04:11 AM

Thanks and ditto

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anne says:
04 Jun, 2013 07:25 PM

Wow! You really have made a really cool poem out of such a strong subject, beautifully done.

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Euphoria Godsent says:
05 Jun, 2013 10:59 AM

Thank you Dionne!!!

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Jessica Hepner says:
20 Jun, 2013 06:35 AM

Awesome!

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douglas says:
11 Oct, 2013 03:04 AM

Very dark...Yet somehow beautiful.

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Pride Ed says:
26 Jul, 2014 09:13 PM

Dark, and gritty! I like.

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XxMetztlixX says:
07 Oct, 2014 07:28 PM

amazing dark funny like my table members were looking at me funny when i laughed at the first part can i include this in my poetry club it would be put in our the book of poems we honor so get back to me so i can tell my club thanks for the laugh

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Ms. hellspawn says:
19 Dec, 2015 01:06 AM

i think this is one of the best things ever written. thank you so much for the brutal honesty on a much avoided subject.

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