Showing results for tag "suicide"

Love is pain. ...Pain is love

Leslie

29 May, 2017 05:14 PM
My life is no longer my own
Controlled by forces out of my control
Why did he hurt me, why did he cheat.
I break down and cry...
So many tears...so many tears.

I yell why me, why again, please tell me
All I hear is silence and the lightly blowing wind.

I dream of a place high and far away
A place where peace lives
Where hurt cannot touch me.
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Tags: Depression, Suicide, Cheating
Votes: 1

My Mind Whispers

Franchesca Mia Reves Tortoza

08 Apr, 2017 05:36 AM
"You'll ruin your life if you start,"
My mind whispers,
As my hand picks up the cutter I always bring,
I pray a silent, unheard prayer,
As I shut out the buzzing of spring
And slice.

"This is stupid! You need to stop!"
My mind whispers,
As I drag the blade across my arm yet again,
Watching red start to stain silver,
As I try not to hiss in pain.
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Tags: Death, Depression, Suicide, Graphic
Votes: 0

Ghost

Zane A. Murray

21 Jul, 2016 07:59 AM
I'm not sure if I'm a human with flesh and bone, 
Or if I'm a ghost that killed myself when I was alone, 
I literally cannot tell if I'm dead or alive, 
Maybe I'm a cosmic vampire, taking people’s energy to survive. 


I've decided I am dead in some way or another, 
My imprint of my old self is now buried down under, 
Zane Murray: Requiescat in Pace, or rest in peace, 
Buried in mud under a silk white fleece.
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Tags: Depression, Ghost, Dead, Death, Suicide, Alone
Votes: 2

Suicide is Always an Option

Euphoria Godsent

30 Jun, 2016 02:41 PM
Sweet, sweet, suicide
Will you visit me tonight
Tired of feeling suicidal when my aspirations are stifled
Fighting back tears while smiling from ear to ear

I know God won’t help
He’s good
I need to believe in myself
I would
But every time I try
Dark forces pull me behind
My unfulfilled dreams haunt me incessantly
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Tags: Suicide, Depression, Unfullfilled Dreams, Hopelessness, Suicidal Thoughts, Dark Forces, Dark Thought, Dark
Votes: 2

Petals Off A Tree

Koala

14 Apr, 2016 08:59 PM
Watch me bleed out until there is nothing left inside of me.
A flood pours out and the blood beings to seethe.

There is no turning back, you know what you've done to me
My bleeding out, is that what sets you free?
If so, then I have a job for you-
Under the hanging tree.

They're coming for you, and they will catch you one day you'll see.
Feeding off our body, your a monster who disgusts me.
Blood slips onto the roots, boiling underneath.
Now an endless hell awaits you, as far as the eye can see.
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Tags: Suicide, Cutting, Hell, Death, Dying, Blood, Sad
Votes: 3

Never Good Enough

XxMetztlixX

01 Apr, 2016 03:53 AM
Everyone says that if you try hard enough
You have a chance of making it,
Well these people are very lucky then
Because for me I’m just a misfit.

You try and you do your best
But don’t reach your goal,
There’s no point in trying 
So I’ll just go hide in a hole.

When you don’t make it
People give you pity,
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Tags: Depression, Suicide, Cutting
Votes: 7

I dream of the night.

The Boy With A Gas Mask

01 Apr, 2016 06:07 PM
I dream of the night,
And try to block out my fright.
I can't fight this much longer.
My craving for the blade is stronger. 
I have lost my honor.
I must be a goner.
My eyes flood with a tear.
I am afraid my time is near, my dear.
I take this knife,
To take my life.
For one last slip with one last slit will be my end,
I thank you always for being my friend.
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Tags: Death, Suicide, Suicide Note, Cutting
Votes: 9

Tear Me Up

Zane A. Murray

07 Jan, 2016 05:37 PM
What kind of paradise am I looking for,
When I’m rich in love, and wealth I am poor,
I have all that I need here in my world,
But I act like I live in the Underworld.

My mind is so fucking empty,
But I remain to be one of the friendly,
Acting as if there is nothing wrong,
But, really my arms are my way to play this sad song.

Hurry up and tear me up,
I’m slowly waiting for death….yup,
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Tags: Suicide, Depression, Selfharm
Votes: 1

Drips & Slips

Zane A. Murray

05 Jan, 2016 05:11 AM
Drip drip,
Slip, slip.
Drip drip,
Slip, slip.
Drip drip,
Slip, slip.

Blood goes drip, drip,
Razor goes slip, slip,
Down the white tunnel, I make a trip, trip.

Show me your drips and slips,
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Tags: Cutting, Self Harm, Suicide, Depression
Votes: 6

The Island

Kerry Valkyrie Baldock Kelly

17 Jun, 2015 01:55 PM
Air rushes past my face as the iron bird disappears, visual panorama, 
Of sapphire, emerald and gold the dream of a life we once did behold.

My hand clutches the cord. Fear forces my grip, 
As the world rushes beneath me, 
Memories do mar and excruciatingly strip. 

Last year we did here meet, across the vast azure sea,
And under the shade of the imported palm trees. 

We did lie on the sand and bathe in the deep, 
Warm sea breezes and the children at our feet.
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Tags: Depression, Suicide, Sadness, Love
Votes: -1