Showing results for tag "Depression"

I'm fine - just tired

Leigha Redmond

10 Jul, 2017 04:23 AM
Suffocating, she can't catch her breath
Panicking, she grasping for anything to prevent this death
Shrieking, she's screaming in fear
She's afraid of everything that is near
Alone, she's so alone but there are so many people standing in her presence 
But amongst them she feels like she's not in existence 
No one understands her depression 
On the outside they see a very different perception 
They look at her ever so lovely smile
Their knees buckle at her laugh they can hear for a mile
Her beauty so strong it makes others so weak
Her hair, her complexion always so sleek
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Tags: Depression, Insanity
Votes: 0

Love is pain. ...Pain is love

Leslie

29 May, 2017 05:14 PM
My life is no longer my own
Controlled by forces out of my control
Why did he hurt me, why did he cheat.
I break down and cry...
So many tears...so many tears.

I yell why me, why again, please tell me
All I hear is silence and the lightly blowing wind.

I dream of a place high and far away
A place where peace lives
Where hurt cannot touch me.
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Tags: Depression, Suicide, Cheating
Votes: 3

Him

Ambrose K. Madoc

26 Apr, 2017 07:24 PM
He lurks in the shadows
Hiding
Waiting
Hiding from me
Waiting from me
I sense him
Anxiety signals him
He is near
And then he strikes

It is when I am most joyous that he strikes
Not a hard strike
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Tags: Depression, Depressed
Votes: -1

Depression

Ambrose K. Madoc

26 Apr, 2017 06:50 PM
The clouds are heavy
They weigh
They darken
They can't be seen,
but they are felt
Oh, how they are felt
A weight that won't lift
A darkness that won't brighten

Artificial light
That is THE solution
That is THEIR solution
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Tags: Depression, Depressed
Votes: 1

My Mind Whispers

Franchesca Mia Reves Tortoza

08 Apr, 2017 05:36 AM
"You'll ruin your life if you start,"
My mind whispers,
As my hand picks up the cutter I always bring,
I pray a silent, unheard prayer,
As I shut out the buzzing of spring
And slice.

"This is stupid! You need to stop!"
My mind whispers,
As I drag the blade across my arm yet again,
Watching red start to stain silver,
As I try not to hiss in pain.
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Tags: Death, Depression, Suicide, Graphic
Votes: 4

Depressed Outcast

BVB_love_scars&tears

31 Jan, 2017 11:52 PM
I walk down the hallway 
with music blasting in my ears 
but i can’t help but notice 
the voices all around me 
“Why does she do that to herself?” 
“Eek! She’s got tacks in her ears!” 
“Is that a safety pin in her mouth?” 
“Doesn’t that hurt?” 
“She’s weird!” 
“She’s a creep!” 
“A freak!” 
“It’s tearing her apart!”
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Tags: Self Harm, Selfharm, Depression, Death, Dark, Alone, Pain, Outcast, Sad, Sadness
Votes: 4

Help Me?

Fallen_Angel

02 Nov, 2016 07:47 PM
Blood drips from my eyes
Tears flow from my veins
Strangle my feelings
Hurt me
I beg of you
Take away my pain
Don't make me live another day
I live this life for you
But why when I don't want to?

Screams, Screams, fill my head
Help Me!, they beg
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Tags: Death, Depression, Suffering
Votes: 1

~Cloaked In Darkness~

Midnyt Ravyn

23 Jul, 2016 07:38 PM
As night falls down 
Through the mists 
The silhouette of shadows 
Creep through twisted trees 

There is a stillness in the silence 
I hate the way the light casts 
On the images of shadows as they pass 
The silence is shattered 

By the monsters in my head 
Listen to the whispers
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Tags: Depression, Dark Mind
Votes: 1

~My Mask~

Midnyt Ravyn

23 Jul, 2016 06:31 PM
Tried to kill the pain only brought more
Running from the truth 
A disguise I secretly hide
Behind my mask that conceals the lie

Enveloped in my darkness
Smothered in my demise
I'm the burning embers
The ashes in the fire

I fall into the nothing I become
Losing control coming undone
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Tags: Pain, Depression
Votes: 5

Ghost

Zane A. Murray

21 Jul, 2016 07:59 AM
I'm not sure if I'm a human with flesh and bone, 
Or if I'm a ghost that killed myself when I was alone, 
I literally cannot tell if I'm dead or alive, 
Maybe I'm a cosmic vampire, taking people’s energy to survive. 


I've decided I am dead in some way or another, 
My imprint of my old self is now buried down under, 
Zane Murray: Requiescat in Pace, or rest in peace, 
Buried in mud under a silk white fleece.
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Tags: Depression, Ghost, Dead, Death, Suicide, Alone
Votes: 2