I’m standing up. My eyes at shut. Darkness is around me. I can feel that their is some one in front of me. I can feel their breath on me. I’m afraid to open my eyes. I can feel their eyes looking in to my soul I’m afraid of what they will see. My darkness, my hope, my dreams, my fear, every thing that makes me me. I open my eyes and I’m looking in the mirror. I’m afraid of myself. Is life worth living if you are your own enemy. I fight with my self every day and I always lose. I come home bleeding and thinking of death. I cant wait till death comes and gets me I'll greet it with open arms. Till then I'll just have to hope.
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