A Monster's Suicide

Remy

09 May, 2014 09:29 PM
Another cut, to distract the pain,
Another pill, just to keep sane. 
Alive but dead in a tormenting hell,
Knowing, you'll never fully get well.
 
Scaring away the few that stood by,
I scream to the heavens and ask God "why"?
 Finally, someone sees I'm a monster,
They see the scars and the reasons they've conquered.
 
What they don't see is the pain that is hidden,
Deep within my heart it is written.
 Living is now my hardest task,
Loneliness and depression carefully masked.
 
What they don't know from the nights I hate most,
In my top drawer, a crumpled suicide note.
 Yes, it is true, I tried again to get out.
But I can't let them suffer for my cowardice and doubt.
 
So let the days keep trudging on
Sooner or later... I'll sing death's song.
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yasmine says:
10 Aug, 2014 05:51 AM

this poem its like it describes my life truly beautiful poem

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Adrienne says:
25 Aug, 2014 02:15 AM

i cant even be bothered counting all of my suicide notes, i can just never go all the way :(

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lostsoul says:
21 Apr, 2017 07:31 PM

This is truely amazeing it brought me to tears cuz its just as I feel never stop writting

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