Nightmares
XxBlackRosexX
18 Jun, 2012 08:03 PMI wish that at night, when I wake up screaming I could just hold my nightmare in my hand. Watch the blood drip through the spaces of my fingers, see the fire steaming Watch me try to run away, but I'm just running through quick sand. If I take a look at what I thought I was scared of I realize that it's just a poorly produced horror movie. That the scary monster chasing me, was just a hooded dove And that the dark fires burning in the night are really soothing. But I never realize it when I'm trapped inside my hands The thing that I'm holding. It turns tables and I realize I'm fighting it once again And all happiness in my mind starts turning and folding. So I start panicking and can not breath Just like when it was real. I couldn't see through the steam Or maybe just turned my head, because I didn't want to see the kill. It plays over and over in my mind all day And doesn't tune out when I fall asleep. It just gets bigger and tries to steal me away And no one around to hear to silent feet. I wish I could just scoop it out of my brain And hold it in my hands. But it would only remind me more of it, the seeing, rather than feeling the pain And seeing your life being shipped away, packaged and canned. In my twisted sense though I might not look at it like a nightmare all the time. But more so, as a reminder to let me know That next time it won't bother me so much, if I could only better get away with the crime.
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