Showing results for tag "hate"

A Monster's Suicide

Remy

09 May, 2014 09:29 PM
Another cut, to distract the pain,
Another pill, just to keep sane. 
Alive but dead in a tormenting hell,
Knowing, you'll never fully get well.
 
Scaring away the few that stood by,
I scream to the heavens and ask God "why"?
 Finally, someone sees I'm a monster,
They see the scars and the reasons they've conquered.
 
What they don't see is the pain that is hidden,
Deep within my heart it is written.
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Tags: Death, MONSTER, Suicide, Hate, Fear, Abuse, Scary, Darkness
Votes: 16

Survival

Not Relevant

23 Feb, 2014 02:29 AM
I have a rage inside me. Something I need to control, but I do not want to.
I know that should I fail to control it, bad things will happen.
It will be worse than how it is now. But
I still want to release it. Not
In the way of batting cages, or drawing, or writing, but
In the way of violence. Real, painful violence. Never towards myself. Not anymore. 

Her is who I want to 
Hit. Over and over, until my
Hands are bleeding, and then more. Until I
Hear her stop crying for
Help. And her
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Tags: Death, Hate, Depression, Murder, Kill, Killing, Violence, Suicide, Anger, Angry, Mad, Hatred, Hurt, Hurting, Damag
Votes: 1

Trapped

kala marie

09 Feb, 2014 08:04 PM
i cant do anything 
trapped in the place i call home
binded by the words of my mother
driving my mad with every no 

hating to wake up to deal with it 
hating to eat to face them 
hating life for never letting me live
hating them for shackling me in this dull home

living like this isnt living 
isnt life
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Tags: Locked, Trapped, Scared, Hate, Anger, Binding
Votes: 1

A Girls Worst Nightmare

Emery

29 Dec, 2013 06:35 PM
Her innocence,
Stolen.
Her hope,
Broken.

Beaten and bruised.
Battered and broken.
it all hurts the same,
And its always unspoken.

Tied to a cross,
We cried for shattered souls.
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Tags: Nightmare, Sadness, Girl, Alone, Hurt, Hate, Hopeless, Hell, Heartbroken, Forgotten, Broken, Cross, Sin, Sinners
Votes: 2

Dark in your heart

catherine

06 Jun, 2013 07:01 PM
Bury me deep inside your heart
And hide me in the dark
Don't let the light in

never let me go, Hold me tight
Don't ever let me go away
Please be with me and stay

I want to be buried in your heart
Yet it's so dark
Even though you love to hate
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Tags: Darkness, Sad, Hate, Heartbroken, Despair
Votes: 3

The boy called 'IT' and 'Mistake'

Dark Wolf

27 Mar, 2013 08:33 PM
As I lay there,
with crimson,
knowing I'm laying,
that I'm going,

I'm going to die,
As I smile when I know,
I'm about to die,
I think in my head,
as I lay there,
in my head I ask,
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Tags: Suicide, Cutting, Death, Pain, Hate
Votes: 4

Anaesthetized

Yue42

22 Mar, 2013 10:15 AM
I feel as though I’m walking on air, 
As if I’m present, but not quite there.
My heart feels heavy and my mind can’t think.
It feels cluttered and I’m trying to block 
all of these unwanted thoughts,

But they’re trying to get to me, 
they’re dragging me down
I can only do the most basic things. 
I can’t even speak.

My words sound hollow and my knees feel weak.
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Tags: Anaesthetized, Bitterness, Hate, Dark Mind
Votes: 2

I'm Sorry I Love You

Your Worst Nightmare

26 Feb, 2013 09:39 PM
Do you know what it's like to feel pain?
To feel loss
Hatred
Heartbreak? 

It's like a swelling in your heart
That just won't go away
And when you realize its still there
It's like a punch to the face

Do you know what's it's like
To know you're the reason
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Tags: Hell, Heaven, Demon, Emo, Evil, Hate, Dark Soul
Votes: 12

"self pity"

larry jones

07 Feb, 2013 07:56 PM
All I have is the memories of the past.
everybody hates me.
I wish they didn't hate me.
hate is highly contagious.

they say family is the most important thing in life.
my past deeds have driven my family away 
& out of my life.
I have begged for their forgiveness,
and they refused to show mercy.
to forgive me.
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Tags: Pity, Unforgiven, Dark Thought, Hate, Emo
Votes: 1