Showing results for tag "pain"

Anger.

Violet

14 May, 2014 08:05 PM
Anger courses through the veins,
Stopping the love the heart gives out,
Red to black the heart freezes over,
Nothing wrong with that.

Until the day the questions are asked,
That make the mind scream and shout,
The anger has no where to go,
But maybe it can come out. 

The first breath hurts,
The second is alright,
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Tags: Anger, Life, Cutting, Blood, Heart, Free, Pain, Suffering
Votes: 2
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Medicate.

Pride Ed

12 Jun, 2014 10:27 PM
Borderline in an almost oneiric fashion of
Sleepwalking in an invisible, yet hissing fire;
This personification of a hellish realm of 
Compulsions to the unknown.

So I use this hourglass to count away
Obsessive invalidation as a victim
Of a lonely depressive.

As lonely as I, maybe?
But also as fake as a narcissistic smile
In the shape of a crescent moon.
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Tags: Pain, Demons, Alone, Drugs, Nightmare, Moon, Delusions
Votes: 5
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Through Her Skin.

Pride Ed

27 May, 2014 07:48 PM
In haughty, yet elegant tone, 
I say to you "do this to me," 
and I point at the arabesque 
vines in the courtyard. 
Found in jovial play, the knife 
you gave my body with the wilted
roses from your hands. 
Hands that pilfer! Hands that shake 
as they cut into me. 
Forever of redolence; the 
thorns in my side, and your blue eyes, 
so lustful, they still rip into me.
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Tags: Love, Hate, Death, Pain, Murder
Votes: 4
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Artist's

Zane-Geoff Hugo

06 May, 2014 11:10 AM
I am a lost soul
Nowhere to go
Darkness all around me
like the art on my wrists
my mind is screaming
on the outside I’m smiling

One more flick of the of the brush and the work should be complete
Red stains the canvas
Tears brush my eyelashes
My art is done
I drop the brush
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Tags: Blood, Tears, Pain, Cutting, Depress, Death, Suicide, Alone, Afrai
Votes: 12
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Hour Glass

Violet

14 May, 2014 07:38 PM
Life is like an hourglass,
You have less time than you think, 
The Devil holds your hourglass,
He decides your fate.

Time is ticking,
Sand drains quicker than most,
For you are just a half full hourglass,
Life fading at every glance. 

Your never ending fear,
Of reaching the end,
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Tags: Death, Pain, Alone, Sadness, Soul, Suicide, Suffering, Hatred
Votes: 5
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Hide it

Skyler

03 Apr, 2014 02:59 PM
Where are the marks?
Where is the pain?
I see you smiling now,
But it's all the same.

You hide behind,
That mask you wear,
I wear one too,
It's beginning to tear.

Snide remarks,
And a hateful tone,
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Tags: Love, Pain, Self Harm, Rejection
Votes: 5
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CURSE of LIFE:

Nick Michael Andreassen

14 Mar, 2014 12:31 AM
i want to die, 
but you curse me to live.
for every drop of blood that hits the floor,
a tear falls from your sore eyes.
every time I close my eyes, you scream to me, ordering me to live, 
but when I open my eyes. you're gone.
so I close my eyes again, listening to your screams, one last time. before I open my eyes.

I know what awaits me when I open my eyes.
I'm back to the same empty room, 
once filled with joy and god memories.
but it's all in the past.
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Tags: Hurt, Broken, Sad, Lost, Lonely, Pain
Votes: 5
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NO ONE

catherine

25 Feb, 2014 03:08 AM
You
So near,
Only wishing
You were here.

What is there
To fear?
If you’re the only one
Here.

I hide in the
Shadows ,
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Tags: Pain, Suicide, Scared, Shadow, Death
Votes: 0
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In A Shroud of Black

Tom Hanno

22 Feb, 2014 12:34 AM
In a shroud of black my heart doth rest,
It's beat ever so weary, and weak, inside of my chest,
It's very essence being sapped by my pain,
Pain of my own making, pain brought on by my birth,
Pain brought on in spite of my mirth.
I feel that my wounds could never mend,
And suicide could bring my hearts beat to an end
Wishing, wanting, hoping, that my life I have left,
Yet, I can imagine the faces of my sons,
at the news of my early death,
Then my blackened heart picks up the beat,
And then I realize that death means only defeat,
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Tags: Pain, Suicide, Depression, Death, Dark, Alone
Votes: 4
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Alone

Sammie Brown

24 Feb, 2014 09:08 AM
I won’t eat 
I will starve
I won’t talk but listen 
I will cut but
I won’t let the pain show 
I will wear black to hind it 
I won’t make fuss of my crying 
I will hind my tears
I won’t let them know of my pain
I will let then hurt me but 
I won’t let them in 
I will stand alone
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Tags: Pain, Crying, Cutting, Tears, Hurt, Depression, Suicide, Suffering, Alone, Selfharm
Votes: 5
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