Showing results for tag "pain"

The Church Across the Street.

Pride Ed

29 Jul, 2014 06:19 PM
The Bell-tower taunts me when I look out my bedroom window.
Saints who sin are loved more than me. 
Their audience comes in droves to the sounds of bells!

I hear them ringing.
I go numb with fear.

Then I remember that there's two dead trees in 
the backyard. I look at them instead.

I still hear the ringing,
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Tags: Suicide, Pain, Despair, Fear, Death, Forgotten, Forsaken
Votes: 2
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The Sinner

Pride Ed

13 Jun, 2014 05:47 AM
Coming down is the temple of the mage.
The candles on the walls fall down and sets my rage again.
So if you see everything burn,
Just leave me here torn.
For I don't have the strength left
To put out the embers just born.
And if I am to die by fire,
Then that would just be my fate.
I was promised to die by water,
But that promise came too late.

Again the philosopher is stoned.
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Tags: Death, Pain, Despair, Anger, Hell, Demon
Votes: 0
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Medicate.

Pride Ed

12 Jun, 2014 10:27 PM
Borderline in an almost oneiric fashion of
Sleepwalking in an invisible, yet hissing fire;
This personification of a hellish realm of 
Compulsions to the unknown.

So I use this hourglass to count away
Obsessive invalidation as a victim
Of a lonely depressive.

As lonely as I, maybe?
But also as fake as a narcissistic smile
In the shape of a crescent moon.
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Tags: Pain, Demons, Alone, Drugs, Nightmare, Moon, Delusions
Votes: 5
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Time

Gary Wells

28 Sep, 2012 03:55 PM
Time is just a site of hand 
 where do people go to die? 
does the sands of your favorite beach
 not echo in your drifting mine, 
does the water ask come in take a dip
 let there be no more. 
Slowly the question comes to mind 
 of a father beating on your door 
   let me in let me in, 
 no your legs are shut tight 
the man standing in front of you is too much to bear    please hear my screams
 please let there be a hero to save me,
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Tags: Pain, Fear, Death
Votes: 0
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Darkness - Darkpalm21

Darkpalm21

09 Oct, 2012 09:46 AM
Unlike the stars on the night...
Unlike the raven that fly towards those stars...
I always cry and felt in these dark side
Asking God why? 

Until now the pain still inside...
I wish I can go like those ravens! 
But I always fall through the questioning the holly arc!
 
Not because of those people who makes me fall
Nor the struggles that I can't get forward...
But the sickness and the hurtfulness I feel on own myself...
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Tags: Pain, Loneliness, Darkness
Votes: 25
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Why me agian?

LizHubbard

14 Dec, 2012 01:55 PM
I pushed it far back into a room in my head 
where I couldn’t find it
I locked the door to that room and threw away the key
I disguised my face to reflect a person who was fine

but inside I was dying
crying because I allowed someone to take away 
the person that I was
I did nothing

they took my body, they took my soul
i used to be whole but now I’m broken into pieces
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Tags: Pain, Darkness, Hopeless
Votes: 4
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Hell

Shadow Skyhawk

30 Apr, 2013 10:33 PM
Hell
I wake up 
I feel hot 
My body is burning
Suddenly I am being twisted in a knot

This is excruciating
I cry out in pain
No one can hear
Over the sound of the blood rain

I am then taken
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Tags: Hell, Pain, Torture
Votes: 12
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Gone

tessaholwerdagrcms@gmail.com

27 Nov, 2014 06:25 PM
She once was happy
Skin pale
skin white

Buts now stained red 
From the blade to her right

The pain inside
That once 
was never felt
The tears from her eyes 
that always pour out
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Tags: Suicide, Hurt, Pain, Cutting
Votes: 12
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Burns

Sammie Brown

18 Feb, 2014 11:14 AM
It burns me to see you
Like this
I cant help to feel as if its my fault
I feel so helpless
You were happy till
I came


The tears that you think are hidden
Aren't
I can see throw your smile
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Tags: Suffering, Helpless, Sadness, Pain, Tears
Votes: 1
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Thinking of you

**Sparkky**

24 Sep, 2012 02:25 AM
Thinking of you 
makes things unsettle
like a train without tracks
or Hell without the devil
 
It brings out destruction 
not only on me, but on --eternity
This is what its like,
with you not here 
nothings the same 
Things are so queer
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Tags: Pain, Longing, Hatred, Tears
Votes: 1
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