Showing results for tag "Suicide"

Engulfed By Darkness

Your Worst Nightmare

26 Feb, 2013 09:33 PM
I found myself cutting
Slicing through my skin
A blood dripping blade
Coming down with a swing

I was in a state of despair
Depression, and grief
I could not bare this any longer
I was on my knees

God did not respond to my prayers
My savior did not come
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Tags: Suicide, Depression, Death, Psycho, Dark Mind
Votes: 17
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Beautiful Suicide

Cassandra(Crimson)Marshall

11 Feb, 2014 07:54 PM
I sink into this alluring euphoria, familiar yet unknown.
Breath lessens… Heartbeat slows…
This is my new reality, invisible yet shown.
Falling, I let the whispers of death carry me away.
Crimson tears fall from my tainted skin.

I’m sorry it has to be like this…. I hear it calling my name….
Don’t blame yourselves, I know you loved me.
Don’t remember me as you see me now…
Lying limp in the crimson puddle I created.
Remember me as the dark angel I once was.
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Tags: Suicide
Votes: 14
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My Mind Whispers

Franchesca Mia Reves Tortoza

08 Apr, 2017 05:36 AM
"You'll ruin your life if you start,"
My mind whispers,
As my hand picks up the cutter I always bring,
I pray a silent, unheard prayer,
As I shut out the buzzing of spring
And slice.

"This is stupid! You need to stop!"
My mind whispers,
As I drag the blade across my arm yet again,
Watching red start to stain silver,
As I try not to hiss in pain.
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Tags: Death, Depression, Suicide, Graphic
Votes: 12
21580 0

I dream of the night.

The Boy With A Gas Mask

01 Apr, 2016 06:07 PM
I dream of the night,
And try to block out my fright.
I can't fight this much longer.
My craving for the blade is stronger. 
I have lost my honor.
I must be a goner.
My eyes flood with a tear.
I am afraid my time is near, my dear.
I take this knife,
To take my life.
For one last slip with one last slit will be my end,
I thank you always for being my friend.
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Tags: Death, Suicide, Suicide Note, Cutting
Votes: 12
17718 2

Gone

tessaholwerdagrcms@gmail.com

27 Nov, 2014 06:25 PM
She once was happy
Skin pale
skin white

Buts now stained red 
From the blade to her right

The pain inside
That once 
was never felt
The tears from her eyes 
that always pour out
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Tags: Suicide, Hurt, Pain, Cutting
Votes: 12
18487 1

Artist's

Zane-Geoff Hugo

06 May, 2014 11:10 AM
I am a lost soul
Nowhere to go
Darkness all around me
like the art on my wrists
my mind is screaming
on the outside I’m smiling

One more flick of the of the brush and the work should be complete
Red stains the canvas
Tears brush my eyelashes
My art is done
I drop the brush
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Tags: Blood, Tears, Pain, Cutting, Depress, Death, Suicide, Alone, Afrai
Votes: 12
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Hopeless

Angel

19 Dec, 2013 12:30 PM
When night falls
the suns last rays are too soon forgotten
and the temperature drops
just like my heartbeat

Smiles quickly turn into tears 
unspoken words and broken promises
the streets are almost as empty as I am 

Try to drown out everything but the sound of the rain
loneliness is my only real best friend
my thoughts are darker than the night sky
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Tags: Selfharm, Death, Suicide, Blood, Darkness, Cutting, Hurt, Alone
Votes: 12
33938 3

Death

Bradley Cox

30 Nov, 2012 09:49 AM
Death is the peace of mind 
total freedom
no squares to bring me down
no rules 
freedom at it's best 

Christians believe in heaven 
but are afraid of dying
I say living hurts more
but 
in death you feel no pain
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Tags: Death, Suicide, Depression, Dark World
Votes: 12
22937 3

Never Good Enough

XxMetztlixX

01 Apr, 2016 03:53 AM
Everyone says that if you try hard enough
You have a chance of making it,
Well these people are very lucky then
Because for me I’m just a misfit.

You try and you do your best
But don’t reach your goal,
There’s no point in trying 
So I’ll just go hide in a hole.

When you don’t make it
People give you pity,
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Tags: Depression, Suicide, Cutting
Votes: 11
16719 4

Don't You See

the freak on a leash

21 Apr, 2014 03:59 AM
I see you, the one I hate,
I've ruined you haven't I,
I laugh as i close the metal gate,
while your lying there beaten and broken,
no more energy left to change your fate.

Through your suffering and pain,
I find happiness and glee,
"Just too bad" I say as I break your ribs with a slam of my knee,
while you start to plea to a false savior saying"Is this the fate,mine is to be"

"Your so ugly, stupid, and a whore,"
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Tags: Suicide, Sadness, Sadistic, Dark Mind, Evil
Votes: 11
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