My Mind Whispers

Franchesca Mia Reves Tortoza

08 Apr, 2017 05:36 AM
"You'll ruin your life if you start,"
My mind whispers,
As my hand picks up the cutter I always bring,
I pray a silent, unheard prayer,
As I shut out the buzzing of spring
And slice.

"This is stupid! You need to stop!"
My mind whispers,
As I drag the blade across my arm yet again,
Watching red start to stain silver,
As I try not to hiss in pain.
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Tags: Death, Depression, Suicide, Graphic
Votes: 12
21654 0

I dream of the night.

The Boy With A Gas Mask

01 Apr, 2016 06:07 PM
I dream of the night,
And try to block out my fright.
I can't fight this much longer.
My craving for the blade is stronger. 
I have lost my honor.
I must be a goner.
My eyes flood with a tear.
I am afraid my time is near, my dear.
I take this knife,
To take my life.
For one last slip with one last slit will be my end,
I thank you always for being my friend.
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Tags: Death, Suicide, Suicide Note, Cutting
Votes: 12
17778 2

Gone

tessaholwerdagrcms@gmail.com

27 Nov, 2014 06:25 PM
She once was happy
Skin pale
skin white

Buts now stained red 
From the blade to her right

The pain inside
That once 
was never felt
The tears from her eyes 
that always pour out
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Tags: Suicide, Hurt, Pain, Cutting
Votes: 12
18551 1

Monster inside of me

Dead Empty Soul

24 Sep, 2014 11:33 AM
I fall to my knees,
Blood streaming down my face

A world full of lies
Friends that left to hide

Am I just a monster?
A psychopath sent from hell
My head is full of hate
And soon my sanity will break

Your blood is on my hands
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Tags: Hate, Dark, Psycho, Psychopath, Death, Monster, Sanity, Insane
Votes: 12
29493 4

Artist's

Zane-Geoff Hugo

06 May, 2014 11:10 AM
I am a lost soul
Nowhere to go
Darkness all around me
like the art on my wrists
my mind is screaming
on the outside I’m smiling

One more flick of the of the brush and the work should be complete
Red stains the canvas
Tears brush my eyelashes
My art is done
I drop the brush
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Tags: Blood, Tears, Pain, Cutting, Depress, Death, Suicide, Alone, Afrai
Votes: 12
31548 1

Hopeless

Angel

19 Dec, 2013 12:30 PM
When night falls
the suns last rays are too soon forgotten
and the temperature drops
just like my heartbeat

Smiles quickly turn into tears 
unspoken words and broken promises
the streets are almost as empty as I am 

Try to drown out everything but the sound of the rain
loneliness is my only real best friend
my thoughts are darker than the night sky
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Tags: Selfharm, Death, Suicide, Blood, Darkness, Cutting, Hurt, Alone
Votes: 12
34047 3

Hell

Shadow Skyhawk

30 Apr, 2013 10:33 PM
Hell
I wake up 
I feel hot 
My body is burning
Suddenly I am being twisted in a knot

This is excruciating
I cry out in pain
No one can hear
Over the sound of the blood rain

I am then taken
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Tags: Hell, Pain, Torture
Votes: 12
18588 7

Beautiful Crack Whore

Euphoria Godsent

26 Mar, 2013 12:52 AM
I need you to pull down my panties
And spank me
I need you to rip off my clothes
And beat me
I need you to call me a slut
And f**k me

In front of your friends
Yes, pimp me
Glue my mouth shut
Stuff me in a box
And fed ex me
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Tags: Love, Prostitution, Abuse, Euphoria Godsent, Drug Addiction
Votes: 12
21431 10

I'm Sorry I Love You

Your Worst Nightmare

26 Feb, 2013 09:39 PM
Do you know what it's like to feel pain?
To feel loss
Hatred
Heartbreak? 

It's like a swelling in your heart
That just won't go away
And when you realize its still there
It's like a punch to the face

Do you know what's it's like
To know you're the reason
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Tags: Hell, Heaven, Demon, Emo, Evil, Hate, Dark Soul
Votes: 12
33462 2

Death

Bradley Cox

30 Nov, 2012 09:49 AM
Death is the peace of mind 
total freedom
no squares to bring me down
no rules 
freedom at it's best 

Christians believe in heaven 
but are afraid of dying
I say living hurts more
but 
in death you feel no pain
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Tags: Death, Suicide, Depression, Dark World
Votes: 12
22995 3